I kinda thought I'd pick Seoul partly for the money, but more so to gain some actual soul.  Supposedly Seoul doesn't have any soul though.  But that seems impossible.  I don't really care where I go.  I just want to be somewhere else, perpertually, so I'm not here anymore.  Theres always a here and theres always a there.  Here can have an ambiguous meaning and I guess I just let it and let the many possibilities cure my problems of being a failure and not really having much of a soul.  Would Seoul have a different meaning for there?  Thats not really the logical next step, but who really cares?  And that attitude is what ruins me and the fact that I don't have the underlying aptitude kinda screws me.